Not at all.. Fucking falling apart to be honest. I’m so damn tired of being thrown away like a piece of trash. I feel fucking worthless. I’m honesty getting tired of even living. Everyone hurts me in the end, no one EVER listens or gets me, no one stays because all I am is a fucking psycho. No one can handle me so they all leave even though they make me believe that they’ll stay.
I just want someone to fucking stay with me & I want someone to love me & appreciate me because I just give & give & give & everyone just fucking shits on me & takes everything I give, & then some.
I’m tired of hurting. I’m tired of living this way but I can’t shake this fucking depression, that is like a ghost. It comes & goes, haunting me & scaring me & its got a hold on me & there’s absolutely nothing I can do to stop it.